Blow the Candle

Sly and fashionable.
Dependent yet courageous.
Nosy yet sensitive.
Costly yet resourceful.
This is how I describe my only sister which is only a year younger than me.

She always gets the attention of my parents and grandparents. Whenever she made a mistake, it will always be my responsibility as an eldest. I hate how she act so cute in front of my parents and spoiled in front of me. I will act tough and happy whenever I made her cry.

I hate her.

But as we grow older, I realize that I hate it when somebody made her cry. And even though I am such a coward, I need to act as a dependable sister and defend her even though she's wrong. I wanted to protect her.

She doesn't have any luck when it comes to her friends, probably because she's too protective and very nosy. She's too much into details and she have the talent of making small mistakes into a scary huge disaster. haha!

Yes, I hated her - I used to hate her.

She's working part time time now at a fast food chain. She was so excited when she told me that she was accepted. It made me happy as well, no, very happy actually. But I remained calm, this is how older sister should act right? haha Anyway, of course I went and check how she's doing in her work. I am proud. She works fast, serious and happy. :) But I hate it when someone is making her work. I hate it when someone is demanding her something. I hate it when someone is making her tired. But, what can I do? I lose whenever she talks about her customers and colleagues enthusiastically.

I always wish the best for her. I don't want her to come to me one day asking if she can lend money from me. I don't want that. I don't know if my heart can take that.

I wanted her stay the same way as she is right now - Sly and fashionable. Dependent yet courageous. Nosy yet sensitive. Costly yet resourceful.

Blow the candle, Happy Birthday Tang!!!